Fullfilled, thrilled, and Jubilant.

Just a few words to describe my feelings this week. What a weekend to beginning of week it has been. I attended a Thrive conference at my college this weekend. I really believed it would be extremely boring and I only went because I got credit for going. However when I entered inside the room and sat down, I was literally blown away. I could not help but feel so motivated. I was intrigued by the speakers, I wanted to run around in circles with all the joy I was feeling. This conference reassured my goals and my confidence to achieve them. Who knew your ordinary professor and deans had so much wisdom. Ha funny no?



Anyways the excitement doesn't end there. Although the decisions of this weekend led to sleep deprivation due to my sister's birthday and scheduling myself for more than I should have, I am stressed and tired. But for some reason this joyous feeling will not go away, I can't keep the smile away.

I went to the gym today and beat my running record again. 5 miles in 46 mins. I usually run 10:30 miles so to bring it down to 9:20 ish mins is pretty damn good if I may say so myself. I hope to be at 42 mins next week. Now I can't wait for spring to get here so I can run for miles and miles, there is only so much you can do on the tread mill....blah for stupid treadmills. No nature to see, no birds chirping (I like to bird watch) no fresh air, and just boring old TV in front of your face that you can't even hear. 

So after my awesome run and stair climb I went off to Anatomy. We learned all about the layers of skin that we have. Did you know that 75% of dust is dead skin cells...yummmi. Who loves to clean dust?!?! Anyhow this guy came in LATE and sat next to me. I am intrigued so I sit in the front road close to the projector. This guy the only guy in the class decides to sit next to me. BLAH, I don't want this guy next to me, I just want to focus. He makes it a point to try to answer a lot of the questions, so whatever right?!? I mind my own business. At the end of class the professors announces that we will have a quiz on Thursday and begins to mention things that we might see on the quiz. I, being the good student that I am, decide to jot a few things down so that I can review them later. This guy keeps looking at what I am writing as though he doesn't hear the professor saying the same thing. It was really annoying. Besides I was writing really fast so it was sloppy,I hate when people look at my writing and it is sloppy.
He starts to ask me what I wrote and I annoyingly point to the board. I sound like I am being a bit harsh, but I assure I am not. I had already explained to him a bit of what I wrote before. So then I realized he was just trying to make conversation.
Which I am sorry but I do not have time to just make conversation with some random dude that I have no interest in. I am in class to learn not to mingle with the only Y chromosome other than the professor, Bob. This is somewhat of how my conversation went with him

Guy: That's a cool watch.
Me: Thanks, its my running watch.
Guy:Oh you run?
Me: Yes I run!
Guy: So your a runner?
Me: Yes, I like to run.
Guy: So are you doing nursing?
Me: No, I am doing a PA program
Guy: Oh is that a physical assistant?
Me: No its a Physician Assistant
Guy: Oh wow, I was going for that too.
Me: Oh yea PA is hard.
Guy: but now I am going to be a nutrionist
Me: (unintersted) Oh good. (trying to walk away)
- He proceeds to let me go in front of him and starts following me. BLAH what the heck.
So I look around to see who I can go talk to so I can get away.
I don't want to sit next to him, I don't want to talk to him. I am not interested in some love affair. I just want to learn about anatomy. Damn it, I need to not be so nice!

Seriously do you not get the point that I am not INTERESTED?!?!?!