Lies to Disaster....

I came across something different in my life. A point of no return. I know your thinking people cross this point all the time right? Well honestly I do not think I have had a "REAL" point of no return.

I 've met a lot of inspiring people. People who sweep me off my feet, and help me grow. Amazing people that do not hinder your self being, but sow seeds within you. I like to keep these folks close, no matter who they are. Positive influences is like a shot of expresso, such an energy booster.

Have you ever had such high regards for someone, or been so intrigued and passionate about a person? But somehow that value or view diminishes?  The stranger thing is not that that person did anything different for your view to change.  So how can our view change so drastically? How can time really lead to "eyes wide open?" Why couldn't this feeling be there from the beginning? Second chances are often given, thirds as well. However a second chance is gone! No Point of return.

Sometimes the things you want, are not the things you need. Sometimes the things other have, are really not the things you should want.

I am at the point of no return, and in a bit of confusion. How can you feel the way you felt and then not really care, or even feel like that at all. Emotions seem so tainted, so vain at points! so blahhhhhhhh.

You had me impressed and now you are a piece of green grass, just like the rest of the patch. No difference, just sitting there in the mist. No influence to offer, not impressive, not worth the time to sow or grow.

To think someone is so amazing and to realize that they are just your oridnary human being with good gestures is a huge difference.

Sometimes I tend to think that I just can't see beyond the good and somehow skip the negativity. How? How can one just skip the negativity and create only good things in their mind's?

I suppose the only thing now is to cherish the good times you spent with that individual.
I never thought that I would have a sense of a "ehhhhhhh or ughhhhh" type of feeling.

Ignorance leads to bliss.
Bliss leads to denial.
Denial leads to lies. 
Lies to Disaster.
Disaster to pain. 
Pain to resentment. 

I cannot help but say I am disappointed, disappointed in the poor choices of human decisions. Why must the blind fold exist? Disappoint of a beautiful disaster.

Learn, lets learn, so that we are not blind folded. The mischievious can only conquer for a very short time.

To do nothing at all, yet see the truth is more of an accomplishment than changing what cannot be changed :)